Monday, August 06, 2012

Gain from Pain.

And they did it again
Piercing their way through my heart
Mastering at every stage their art
Of what little they knew, it did for me pain

For every inch they chipped away
Appeared the next day a mile
And how it did in style
Poor souls, they were in such disarray

Little did they know
With every setback
I am only perfecting my track
after all my undefeatable Spirit can take any blow

Regain - it will a bit slow
But boy, how it will after that Glow!
For the response to such moments define a man
If he is destined to be tougher than the clan

it is only then a matter of span
after all it was always part of the plan.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Destined to Win!

How do people achieve what they do? Lets not take the celebrities or their quickfamed children. Lets analyse the common - next door boy and gal! One interesting point to observe is that, they would have had a tough childhood! Tough being relative from one person to another. Second, they would have been through innumerable situations in life - where they would have had to progress to the next level. Sometimes - its by choice, mostly, the situations are by destiny.

My favourite D word - DESTINY!

Sounds very vague and illogical at first glance! Are we really destined to do what we end up doing? Is it not that we go through a path of complicated choices and end up choosing at every stage? Choices we take are usually compatible with our core fabric. The fabric which entails the sum total of all our traits/emotions/feelings and skills - dormant or existant. No one comes to this world empty handed. They come - yes - with loads of invisible skills. It takes time for the world to recognise it, for the world to appreciate it and most importantly for the individual to come to terms with it!

When I look around myself, people who surround me in the avatar called 'friendship' - I have to say, some of them stand out like the North star! Outstanding qualities, extraordinary personality, very young yet as mature as it gets. Smart, committed, focused! I can go on. Some of these qualities, in themselves, take a lot of time and effort to identify, build and sustain. But having all of them as a package, is truly worth wondering, what is the secret behind all of this??

"The Himalayas" didnt happen by chance! It wasnt a fluke. It happened because of the consistent situations it had to face when two continents collided and continued to push each other, over many years. Steve Waugh once famously observed that whenever he walked in as a batsman, he was always nervous. But he also had the thought that like him, everyone else was equally nervous, if not more. This simple understanding made him play at relative ease and helped him mentally succeed in most cricketing situations - as history would tell! (Not sure if you have ever been on a cricket field. I have and trust me, this thought works like a charm!)

There are certain thoughts which are different and unique and when we possess those, our ability to deliver - be it in any sphere of life - is magnified enormously. Some of us already have it and dont know about it. Some of us do! Battles and wars are fought in the mind! They are won there too!! So, if ever you are facing a tough situation in life, think about that extra special quality you possess - something which is invisible yet holds matter! That is what will help you achieve what you are destined to do.

What is, never is! What isnt, ever is!

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Finally, defeat catches up!

India finally lost out in a major tournament in quite some time actually! Dhoni's magic run which started with the previous T20 World cup, ironically has turned a new leaf this time around. Only that the leaf is a thorn!

It had to be said, the Indian team started this tournament on the wrong foot. Be it accidental or incidental, Sehwag's so called fight with Dhoni - took the focus of the team to the wrong pedestal!
Cricket teams like most teams at work - never exist with all members agreeing. Its always hierarchical and if the Captain says - "its a great day to play today" - everyone in the team pretty much agrees - while standing under a big umbrella, protecting themselves from the fiercest of rains!

With this setup, and the "Indian team" being always an emotional passtime for the Indians - its not difficult to see - why every single drop of a hat - is taken as an "infight" Catch 22 situation! Dhoni was to be a level headed guy, but even he seemed very fired up at the press meetings. These out-of-the ground situations only tell the story of a team not prepared to focus. Focus on the right targets!

Complication 1: The IPL schedule with its innumerable games and energy-sapping schedule. Its as if the BCCI looks at the players like some greedy merchant running a circus. The more the number of shows, the better filled is my coffer! Hello the great "BCCI" - wake up. These are also human beings who are playing the game.

Complication 2: The new magic ball! The bouncer! How many times would these top players practised it in the nets! Is it really a mystery ball?! The pitches on which India played, cannot be termed as fast or furious. Purely run of the mill. It beats the sensibility of the average fan, why the entire Indian team went to UK - to swat flies instead of hitting the cricket ball!

Complication 3: This was existant from the day we won the T20 World Cup. The ability of Indians to handle success. Its quite a story in itself, how Indians at large, prefer to be the underdogs - rather than the favourites. This one is a topic for another blog!

Watching the game vs England, one amongst the many millions - that nite, it was just too difficult to come to terms with the eventual result. 80 runs and 45 balls - I sort of knew it was all but over! But then, as is common with the Indian psyche - greed or lets say - overambition - that India might just about pull it off. It was not to be as the English bowlers, learnt many lessons on bowling short, thanks to the chapter being introduced by the West Indians!

The night grew old too - as Dhoni and Yusuf walked off the field around 1:20 ish in the morning. Compare this to the feeling in 2007 - when in UK, we were congratulating fellow Indians at work - "Thank God, India has won a world cup in our lifetime". Umpteen brisk paces of anxiety, shock and disappointment - as the game progressed - between the hall and the dining room of my house - is what remains fresh of that night!

The party is over. Time for clean up!

Friday, June 12, 2009

The elasticity of relationships!

The equation of life doesnt come simpler than this! Last Friday, in an Economics session - I learnt this - in as many words - "the elasticity of supply and demand".

Simply put, it means eat as much as you are hungry and when you consume just the right moment, you will have that indicator! Its called Belch point!

Over the week, I was all alone at home, family was in Mumbai. Reminded me of the "Robinson Crusoe" days in Bangalore and London - using only a part of the apartment - with yummy food from the "home delivery" route! The period of solitary refinement also helped think about my college days - when there was an era of friendship, fights and festivity-less breakups! I am not talking only about myself. Its also a story of a good group of friends and not so good friends around me in college! Observing most of them - from a distance - one could have an unbiased opinion of what was going wrong, what was going right and what was simply not even taking the name of going!

Typical trends of an economic cycle include the initial phase of growth with increasing growth rates. This corresponds to the new found interest and energy levels, when we meet someone special or potentially special! We get to know them well, it ofcourse take time to finely present mainly our "pure positive" side to him/her. It can be said that during this phase - we hardly get angry or impatient - even if it meant waiting endlessly in the rain for the dude to turn up!

Then comes the period of growth with decreasing growth rates. This is economics. In life, we slowly tend to have got a complete perspective of the individual in question and we are forming our opinions on where we want to take this. Its not anyone's fault that this phase tends to be the way it is! Lets safely blame the economics theory for it!

Then comes the third and most important phase - growth is at zero percent or tending to zero percent! Voila - we are at the decision point! Its either a make or a break, at this phase! From this point on, either it can be a period of indecision or status quo - in the relationship - no one wants to take the last move - or - the decision is made and its time to wrap up!

In all this fun and frolic, in a typical economic model, everything is measured in Dollars, Euros and Pesos! In real life, we measure this whole experience in terms of smiles, tears and utter pathos!

Enter the Theory of Elasticity!

What does this say - this says if the price of a product is increased or decreased, there is a definite impact on the supply or demand of the product! (Let me spare you the pain of going further on this!)

So, if for example, there is a certain relationship in consideration. Lets say - father and son! If there is a specific decrease in the time, importance or quality of experience by the son, as the father is extremely busy on a given week, there is an immediate impact seen in the behavioural pattern of the son! That would be: unable to cope with the change initially, but gradually getting impatient, upset and angry with poor busy dad. (Being a dad isnt an easy job, let me tell you!) So what happens effectively is that - the elasticity of relationship has an direct proportion between the experience of the son and the time spent by the father!

Lets take the ever green example of two individuals in college! Raj wants to be good friends with Revathi! Raj is putting in a lot of time and importance but nothing really seems to be clicking! Plotted on a supply/demand curve, this would a case of supply being more than the demand in question. Hence it seems like Raj is overdoing it or in extreme cases, even seen as stalking the poor gal! The more he does it, the further away Revathi would go! Though good at heart, he is poor in Economics and hence cant get the Belchpoint right!

Applying a touch of Indian Cinema here, instead of products "ice-cream" and "cinema tickets", there is increase in "wine" and "whiskey". This impact of decrease in demand for one product influencing the demand for another product - is called "cross elasticity of products"

To make it interesting, lets take a different pair now - Priya and Prakash while the context remains the same! Priya is interested in being friends with Prakash but has a certain level of demand - Prakash doesnt meet it, either in terms of the quality of experience or time! What happens here is that the elasticity is inversely proportional, because you just dont know whats the upper limit! You are always on first gear in a F1 race! The slower you are, the bigger the task of catching up in the race, leaving alone winning!

There are a lot of exceptions in this elasticity theory! The most prominent one being, George (on debut) wanting to be friends with a Miss College XYZ - Sherry! (I should stop watching Indian movies!) Leave alone the money factor - what is more important to note is that George will want to do all that is needed, irrespective of quantity of time or the importance Sherry attaches to him! This kind of blind "impractical" approach is called "Perfectly Inelastic Demand" - in Economics. No matter, if she meets him or even knows him - George's committment and interest remain absolutely intact!

Dont want to write a book on this, do I?! Its also getting too late in the nite!

Be it any relationship - with a friend/parent/neighbour/stranger - and "money and social status" remaining constant - the first and foremost step is to understand the demand curve and the supply curve and find the belchpoint! Demand curve being the emotional expectations of your target partner and Supply curve being the energy and effort you invest into the relationship.

Once you know what the belchpoint is, it becomes very easy to evaluate, what it takes to get the attention 100%. From then on, its a simple case of maintaining the effort and energy at the same levels or working it out - depending on the elasticity!

Simple, scientific and hopefully succint! This economics crash course should help you analyse your relationships, using basic graph skills (remember your 6th Std. Maths Teacher who always gave a 10 mark problem for graphs) and mathematical analysis of where you want to take it!! If you still dont make considerable progress - its absolutely inexorable! I wonder if there should be a subject on "Applied Economics" in schools - well lets keep that topic for another weekend!

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

Zoommmm!!!!

Life, in its purest terms - gives us the ability to pick up certain skills and then use them in infinite ways - to derive a means of life - and an ability to earn Karmic points.

But in the materialistic world, Karma is taboo! The boundary lines are very distinct - divinely made there are, they ought to be that way! What happens subsequently is that there is an upbeat influence of competition and circumstances interwoven incredibly and innovatively.

Life is never easy! I wonder why. Why cant it be that simple thing where we just come here, travel to different places, meet different people and choose when we want to leave this place, bored of the identity we carry! Isnt that a good model? One would argue that life is full of "energy conversions". Well. how about an energyless life -where one can just walk his way through.. and not sweat it!

Or, it could be that there is no intersection of interests between different people. No conflict of interests or interesting conflicts therein. How simple, what you want - you either get or you dont. If you get it, remember to smile harder that day. If you dont, just move on to the next thing. No silly feelings!

How simple, straightforward and easy life would be then!

But no! This model was drubbed left, right, center and under on the drawing board! The board of Executive Powers unanimously chose the theme of "Energy". Everything was meant to change from one form of energy to another, sometimes into many! It didnt stop with that - did it? Integrity of conflict is one thing, but more important is that Conflict is integral as well.

So with these base rules, life was woven as the most complicated road system ever seen. Every single road had umpteen vehicles, each wanting to go at its own pace and direction. So where does the balance lie? This was going to be chaos, if there was no way of self-checking the system!Thats where "Committment" came in as a wave of fresh air. Energy - focussed consistently on a target became "Committment"!

So with this new C word, anyone or anything with the ability to be clear about what one wanted or one aimed for - could get to that destination! Is this sufficient enough? Do we need any other spices to get the aroma of life going?! Yes, its called "Trust". Trust in others. Ability to inter-relate to and come to an understanding of mutual interest!

One that masters these fundamental traits and uses them as the most basic of his/her toolkit, will be able to sustain the journey at hand and make some fun as well! After all, whats the fun in driving on 200 miles/hour on an empty road!

No sooner that we identify how much of these skills we have left in our toolkit, everything around it can be created, with simple chemical compositions and formulae. Conflict can be worked out and life or the "Long Mile" would be interesting enough!

And to believe, that all this was created - just for a fun filled ride! Sounds too odd to be true!

So next time you set off on your journey, dont forget to check your toolkit. Thats where your core competency starts and thats whats going to help you reach the distance!

So what are you waiting for? Just take the wheel and Zoommmm!!!!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

The IT Lothlórien!


It was just another day at work - yesterday! Minimal time and infinite deliverables and expectations! After managing to do what would fit in as a hard dog's day - I was browing my favourite Indian Zeitung website - Times of India. 

With the normal news of the Indian puppet elections and the ministers' lucky draw results - it was seemingly a boring view! All of a sudden, somewhere there was a link about something exciting in the IT field!

My eyebrow directed my cornea to focus on that one link. It was about something wavy called Google Wave!

With limited broadband facility at my residence in Aundh, I couldnt really view the entire video all in one go! Determination after a long day slog, is a topic for a book, not a blog! Somehow, after half an hour, I was finally able to see the video uninterrupted.

This was a demo of Google Wave which was done earlier at the Google I/O summit. My heart sort of jumped a beat, as each and every functionality of this unique and powerful product/platform was unveiled! Most amazing was the breakthrough in technology to make information sharing in IM and Email as real-time as is possible - to the level of "a letter" and not "individual messages". Equally amazing was the fact that this was Open Sourced right from the beginning, making it an important strategic technology shift since the invention of Internet!

You can name anything - email/IM/web browsing/blogging/social communication - everything has changed and changed for the extraordinarily best!

The most extraordinary feature in the demo is the part where one single email is being edited by multiple users - all at the same time! Creation of team deliverables will no longer need to be done in iterations - the door has been opened for them to be done "in collaboration" and "in parallel".

Microsoft Internet Explorer and Firefox have ruled for too long. Time for them to retire!!

Sincere suggestion to each and every IT worker in the world - whatever you do today - please check out the future of IT - Google Wave. The link to the demo is here: http://wave.google.com/

If you see this demo and you are not blown away,  there is nothing much which can interest you any longer in the IT world. You can quietly retire today!

Taking a few steps away from the topic in a related way - AR Rahman's Lothlorien composition in the "Lord of the Rings" musical - is a true masterpiece. If you are a true/loyal Rahman fan and you havent heard it, please take corrective actions immediately.

The lyrics of the song go something like this:

From the west she appeared,
Sunlight and stars in her hair.
In her eyes an undying memory of home,
A land that is magical and fair.

When her feet came to rest,
Deep in a canopied glade,
She lifted her face and there she danced.
The realm of Lothlórien she made.

Gaze on me lady of gold,
Reawaken my slumbering soul.
Beacon of courage summon me home,
to your haven of wonders untold.


Oh child of my heart,
Born of a never ending dream.
You were cradled in light,
Bathed in an ever flowing stream.

Flourish and grow,
my mystical world.
Here you will ever belong.
Son of my yearning,
Daughter of hope.
Beautiful child of my song.

Although storms may descend,
Mountain and valley may quake.
For the days that remain,
This is the promise I make.
No shadow fall across this land,
Before the wind and fire I stand,
And you my child will know no harm,
Enfolded in my arms,
Lothlórien!

The IT Lothlorien has arrived. Google Wave is the golden invention of the decade. Mountains of companies and valleys of IT vendors may quake, but the promise it holds is truly magical! 

Monday, May 25, 2009

Fresh off the Mac!


After many days, composed some music today.
Link: http://www.icompositions.com/music/song.php?sid=114501

Other earlier compositions can be found at:
http://www.icompositions.com/artists/avsatish

Last word:
There is a fine line between music and noise. Someday I intend to erase it!